A/N: I
was having a little discussion with
dgcandace
in
the
commentary for part 3 of the vamp!fic, wherin I thought that Joxer
really did exhibit some signs of an abuse victim. He takes whatever
Jett does to him -- which borders on real abuse -- and shrugs it off.
It's like he grew up with it and thinks it's normal. Normal enough that
despite the crappy way Xena and Gabby treat him, it's wonderful
compared to what he gets from his family. That's why he puts up with it
from them. Now I'm not so sure that's an accurate description of him,
but it is one way to view how he reacts to people and how they treat
him.
Not too much later, in the same commentary actually,
devinharris
mentioned the kinks of mindfucks and non-con in connection with
twincest. I started having...ideas after that.
It was getting on towards two thirty in the morning by the time the
ideas started taking on definite shape, so I packed it in for the
night.
The ideas hadn't gone away today.
This took longer to write it than it normally would, something this
small in size, but the subject matter was disturbing and I had to take
breaks whenever my skin started crawling.
This most definitely falls under the heading of "subject matters I will
never touch again" because it's just way too creepy in a bad
way. Just like a certain Ares/Strife fic I wrote a few years back. But
like that one, this fic had to be written for some reason I haven't
figured out.
Do I think this could actually have happened between Jett and Joxer?
No. This is more of a "what if" type of fic. What if Jett was truly a
complete psychopath fixated on Joxer. What if Joxer was an abused
child/spouse-type. What if no one cared enough or was too afraid of
Jett to stop it.
This takes place when Jett and Joxer still lived at home. I'm not
mentioning any ages so imagine them at whatever age is legal where you
are.
Not betaed, so all mistakes are mine.
Pairing(s):
Jett/Joxer
R to NC-17, depending
on your viewpoint. Mental abuse and
consent issues, rape (non-graphic).
I don't own them and even if I did, I don't think
I'd want
to do this to them.
A normal day. It
should've been. But the blood
was too red.