A/N: This
was the PWP that just wouldn't work. I have
three versions of this thing sitting on my hard drive and this was the
only one that worked out. And even now it didn't quite work the way I
wanted it to. Of course I wanted sex, porny, non-plot sex. I still
didn't get it. It didn't even turn out as hot as I wanted it to, but I
think I figured out that much of it.
Jett doesn't do hot sex well. He certainly doesn't do romance much at
all. Joxer does and if I'd done this from his point of view I would've
had far less problems. Joxer, at least in my mind, can completely
abandon himself to the moment, just turn on while turning his brain
off. Jett can't do that. Jett thinks,
constantly. Where Joxer is all about,
"moremorerighttherehardermoreYES!" Jett is all, "If I do that then I
get this result, and if I do this
then I get another result and gods, can I play my brother like a lyre
or what?" Everything is about
cause and effect for him, about pushing buttons and getting the desired
results. Not that he doesn't enjoy himself, but he's so calculating
about it that it just doesn't come across as nearly as sexy or as hot
as it might've from Joxer's utterly unthinking point of view.
Of course I didn't figure any of this out until I was nearly done with
the piece. I do think still it works, just not the way I'd intended it
to.
Just for comfort's sake I'd place them around seventeen years old
(although, if I'm honest about it, they could very well be younger).
Thanks to PennyS for the fast beta.
Pairing(s):
Jett/Joxer
Warnings: NC-17, twincest, hints of BDSM.
Disclaimers: If I owned them, they'd be on Showtime, naked and
demonstrating why twincest is teh hawt.
Archive: Joxerotica, my site
and
my
LJ.
Summary: Jett had learned to
tolerate mornings early
on, enjoy them more often than not, even if he never could feel
entirely awake or alert. It meant dropping his guard, that tiredness,
just a little, but more than he'd ever tolerate under any other
circumstances. Joxer was always a special circumstance for Jett, though.
Word count: 3191